I was alone in the dark without a candle in my hand nor was i holding any light source...it then suddenly appeared across the horizon...a sharp beam of light...it was so intense that i had to close my eyes...i felt like somebody whispering softly in my ears "this is the GOD, the powerful source.....as any believer would call it and, a non believer calls it energy,nature and other scientific terms.".
I then bowed to this source in gratitude and the moment i rose back i found myself amidst a death like desert ultimately unlovely,sad and sorrowful and there i saw an old man crying and crawling.His body was nearly a skeleton...rashes all over it deep and serious wounds all over his body, maggots dominating over those wounds.
Though he was crying his eyes were tear less as if the once looked unlimited ocean was all evaporated and so was his throat dry like the desert.As i approached him he pleaded for help.
There was an eagle sitting over his left arm and tasting this dry delicacy. I felt as if both of them were helpless.As I was approaching towards him and there was a traveler passing by who stopped and shouted towards me. "Dont touch him he is cursed...let him die like this for his sins, the brutality which he showered over the helpless people he killed...thousands of them during his reign as a king...."cried the traveler.
I suddenly went into the flashback of time till the time i had bowed down to that allmighty God and,the very next instance i saw this cursed person...yelling for the help...i could now connect the two themes....god is present in all forms like the forms of energies.The life by its own is a sea saw...person is never bad its the situation or the environment which makes him intrinsically polluted and hence bad. Yesterday this man was in my place...and tommoro i might be in his place.The key here is to help each other to evolve out of this vicious cycle of sins and grow.
I realized that this was the same God to whom i had bowed down in gratitude a short while ago,and my God needed help!!All these years he helped me to grow, gave me unique identity by making a masterpiece like me...may be good or bad but unique in this whole world. He then incorporated emotions like love and fear, taught me learning and unlearning.Gave me unlimited Memory and a very powerful processor i.e. Brain, to be still humble and to stay on the ground he gave me a spacious heart(with multicolored emotins and feelings), to give service to my body and to others in terms of feelings (i.e to understand the feelings of others, to share happiness with them and to hide my sorrows from them.).Now i felt it is my turn to give. I know i cannot give so much precious things like what he gave me,but remembering my bounds and capacity i definitely have to give back something. I had already expressed my gratitude to this almighty some times back and i knew i have to give service.
I took a wooden stick lying there and tried to drive away the hungry eagle...though this ended up in a serious battle between this deadly predator and me the Saviour. I started bleeding but i did not give it up. I decided to fight till my last breath. My faith and determination defeated the predator and i turned towards this old man. I then offered him a few sips of water which he gulped greedily. As he drank his eyes twinkled....and i saw a fade smile over his face...and then....he died peacefully on my lap.I closed my eyes in grief....i could not save him....i was dis hearted, sad.
When i Opened my eyes i saw myself surrounded by clouds...as if i was in the sky....and as i walked ahead i felt very light, pleasant...all the sorrows negative energies were gone. I saw the same beam of light...now heading towards me...i could feel a very present, sweet perfume in the air...as the light approached me i saw my body glowing,and then...i felt the beam of light right on my forehead....permeating through it...all the darknesses from within me had gone...and then i heard the same voice... this time more sharp ,loud and clear......saying : " You Are The GOD and this is your heaven......Welcome my dear friend"
